January 2011
44 posts
happy birthday
All I thought was look at our sad little family. I felt embarrassed. All while being in a lovely city full of bums while driving around in the feathery, falling snow. This is why I don’t like to go out on Saturday nights.
Black and Yellow
Last night, two odd birds/bats attacked me. They tried to eat my skin. They wouldn’t leave me alone. They followed me everywhere. It was like the smell of my skin drove them wild. All they did was peck. peck. peck. I felt like my brain was melting out of my ears. And then I woke up.
dreams that represent my past
We all had to stay outside. Sleep outside. It was snowing. It was beautiful. But there was sadness all around. There were different people from my family. Some of the people I didn’t know. Fillers. I remember helping my little cousin put clothes on her little doll, her fingers were so cold. I felt like it was christmas because we were in front a house I think I grew up in. There were...
2011
I miss my friends more than anything. I sorta wish I could go back to High School.
sexy saturday
All I could hear was a faint buzzing sound. My eyesight was blurry from the drinks. I couldn’t help but start to cry. Start to sob. Start to dissolve. While the pillow was over my face and I felt myself struggling to breath, I felt relief slowly creep in. I finally let myself cry. When my eyes could no longer leak and my lungs could no longer struggle, I let myself sleep. And when I did, I...
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nothing.
friday.
I had a dream that my father and us children were at my old grandparents house. The one we grew up in. It was deserted. Wrecked. I know in my head that my grandparents just left, abandoning all of us. I hear my father say that he wants this to be our summer home. I disagree. I immediately get shunned because that was such a stupid comment. As I’m walking through the ruined home that I use to...
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pfft
You don’t intimidate me. And the fact that you think you do is, frankly, sad. No competition. Please just stop being so full of yourself. It just makes me feel bad for you.
WINTER '11
Shit’s getting real. Pretty sure my roommate will get kicked out if her child-like actions don’t stop. Punching the walls at 2 am because I told you to move a table yourself isn’t exactly what I call reasonable. I think I’m much more angry about this situation because I can’t be mean to her. I really want to be mean because she pisses me off THAT much, but when I...
LOL
“I realized that ‘lol’ looks like a person drowning. Bet he’s not laughing now.”
This is probably why I love saying it so much. There is no other explaination available.
Twos Day
I’m content and it’s scaring the shit out of me. All I need now is my hardwood floors and some fruity drinks with my best friends.
